I feel bad for been self conscious...

[tonatiuh8]

I've always had this shit about the bump in my nose. It make my nose look big and wide. Now I stared to feel anger, stupidity, dumb, childish for the simple fact that if I had the chance to get surgery I would probably have it done. As I write this a wave of relief has dumped itself on my body since I feel that my NOSE is like that and its ME, it was how I was born and I should be happy. But then I get self conscious and I start to toy around the imaginary surgical procedure.

So I feel bad, stupid, dumb, childish, for thinking about the imaginary procedure instead of accepting myself for WHO I AM.

And then I fire back with a NEW thought explaining myself that since I'm making myself feel, and look better, that the procedure is just part of the self improvement journey and it would be okay to have it.


And I had this battle for quite a while. MAYBE time will tell.

[Nicholas Fahrenheit]

Dont make excuses for being who you are.. as the same time, dont make excuses for wanting to change. Either is fine, just be happy. If you need to change to be happy, then change. Thats what you're here for. Its ok to dislike a part of your body, as long as you learn to live with it.