I'm loving this

[A New Me]

I feel good everyday for the most part. There are some moments where I still catch myself doing nothing, wasting my time, or simply knowing that I should be doing something but choosing not to do it. But those moments are certainly less and less each day. For instance, right now, im kinda wasting my time writing this, but I wanna tell you guys because Im happy! I feel more energetic, more excited about life, everyday. i'm practicing things i consider silly before: Listening to tapes as I clean my room, screaming of top off my lungs while I shower so i get excited, laugh around for no reason and so on. It's contagious! everyone in the house gets it, except the uncle. the guy never gets it so far. I hope one day he does though. I dont get angry anymore, i just hope everyday that something wakes him up, SOMETHING, ANYTHING.

Anyway, it's not about him. it's about me and you. im doing horribly with money, but i'm doing the best ive ever done with my time. i read, i read, i exercise, i talk to people and wooh! what a difference! anyway, i'm out now. see you!

[NickH]

Its a good feeling, hope that continues and I feel the same way.

Today is my day off from work, I find myself watching the US Open tennis matches all morning and into mid afternoon. I am an aspiring tennis players with 2 summers under my belt. I want to play in college or even in some local leagues but I cant unless I get better. So instead of waiting until 5:30 for my cousin to get out of work to go play tennis, I got in my car, hit the practice courts, worked on my serves and did a couple laps around the track. I am doing things that I can only improve with practice and not so much in game situations. I took initiative and I am sure it will pay off. I rewarded myself with Blimpie and their BBQ Chicken sandwich with some pink lemonade. Now I wait until 5:30 to really go push myself and play tennis.

[Nicholas Fahrenheit]

New me, from the bottom of my heart, I am sincerely impressed, and you have indeed earnt respect from me. However, I'm just going to give to you information regarding one of the big pitfalls of what you are trying to pursue.

You are allowed to waste time, and frankly I think you shoul waste more time. Soon you'll stop doing all time wasting activities, then you'll think that if yo not excersising while listening to some confidence tape that you are wasting time. Time is not THAT important, dont get too immersed that you lose sight of the little things. Because you're going to get very sad very fast, at some point in the future. Your life is becoming goal orientated.. Dont be afraid to waste time, its fun. and fun is never really a waste of time.