i return not a master, but a better student

[FEEL]

whats up guys, i am FFEL. puaforum members might remember me from my lurkings around that site. i fit the all too familiar mold of people who read alot on PU but never utilize it. that is to say sarging. i was also one of the countless people who previously would give advice based on no real experience and with out field testing anything. sometimes they even bought it and hopefully it worked as i thought it would. everyone wants to be an expert at something right? just a disclaimer: i will at times give ideas on the way i think things would go but unless i mention it, i field test nothing really. the most credible work i've done with myself is not memorizing openers or nlp patterns but trying become a more attractive person by correcting my posture (and other body language), my tone of voice and manner of speaking, and most importantly, battling my negative inner talk and shattering my limiting beliefs. none of those are complete but are well on their way. i'm a 21 year old shut-in, introverted,dateless virgin however through my works in seduction i've managed to score my first date EVER. i'm reborn on this board where so many of my most respected peers in the pua communty (meth and romeo mainly) have come so i can get a non warped or comprimised view of real life attraction. i don't intend to follow a method but rather,compile more like basic principals of attraction to follow and customize to my own actual self. lets all improve ourselves.