Bullies revenge

[Nate<aCe>118]

Yesterday I ran into a bully a former classmate of mine I was completly caught of gaurd,fear just overcame me,my whole body was completly shaking,my mind went kinda blank but somwere in the back of my mind it was telling me to confront him,but for some reason in any type of situation that involves standing up for myself I cant no matter how much I want to.Deep down I know Im better than him and hes just jelous ,and because he was on his own he didnt hit me,all he did was run his mouth at me,threathening to kill me next time he sees me for been a rat(course only with his friends).
Cut a long story short in school he made my life hell .I wanted to get out of that school,the enviornment I was in well it could only be described as hell,no one respected me I was treated like a piece of shit,made to feel like an outsider I just wanted out,this went on for five years till I finally picked up the courage to tell someone.I told the whole story not that I wanted to but It was the only way my parents would let me move school,to tell them the truth. I was branded a rat,I got death threats,windows smashed in of my house.I did my last year in an other school it was alrite I made a few friends
but it didnt turn out to be the fresh start I wanted.

In any problems I have concerning social skills it all stems back to school.I wasnt oozing with confidence but before I attended there in the first school,I had no problems with socialising and I did have many friends.Now Im thinkin its about time I did something once and for all and stop letting shit like that slide all the time but im wondering Is it worth it.Should I stoop to his level.Ive been to the police,but that hasnt stopped him.





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Hmm. Once I was pissed so bad in school I went outside and pulled of a thick branch from a three and came back in with it and whipped some legs with it untill i got clinched. There were two guys jumping over my back before i went rampage. Lol I still remember their wtf look when they saw me coming with a branch towards them. I was in conflicts throughout my elementary school and I remember doing some unnecesary shit like breaking into other classes looking for a guy or throwing and attacking with chairs. There was alot of out-school conflicts aswell. I was once into deep shit, was located at a playground watching a handball game and guys were circling it with bikes and shit but they didn't get me out.

My advice is, don't do shit if you are not ready/willing to go deep down and injure him seriously or you don't have balls. A good trick it is, is to let him hit you, but before that take a plank, drill it with several hobnails and tie it for your shoulder. My father was abused, along with other kids in the class by a 5 year older guy who was beating them everyday. Once he went to punch him, he placed his shoulder infront of the punch and you can imagine what happened. He told me this not long ago and he said he still remembers the white tissue moment before the blood bursted out. His fist was deformed for good.

Best choice is to walk straight and forget about the shit that happened in the past. If he still continues to bother you, then you do what is necesarry to stop that. The trick above I mentioned or something is better than attacking him. When he hits you, you won't get charged because you didn't even defend yourself from the attack, forget about offending. And the chances he will look for a revenge or even his friends is less because you did not yet attack him. That might be the best thing you can do.

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